HONORS CHEMISTRY IS DONE

I’M DONE WITH CHEMISTRY FOREVER!! THIS YEAR I TOOK HONORS CHEM THINKING IT WOULDN’T BE SO BAD, BECAUSE I HAVE NEVER REALLY SUFFERED IN SCIENCE CLASSES! I WAS WRONG! THROUGHOUT THE WHOLE YEAR I THOUGHT I WAS GOING TO DIE! I WAS LITERALLY THE WORST PERSON IN THE WHOLE CLASS! I DIDN’T GET ANYTHING I WAS TAUGHT! THANK GOD FOR JENNY PENCE!!! SHE HELPED ME THROUGH EVERY LAB! AND OF COURSE WE GOT A LOT OF ANSWERS FROM TYLER AND BEN! I just now realized my caps lock was still on! But shout out to Jenny! love you!! WE MADE IT!!!!!!!! I can now honestly say I will NEVER take any chemistry course again!!!!! YESSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)

Add comment May 19, 2009

End of the Year

I can’t believe the school year is over! I’m so excited for the summer, but I’m also very sad that the seniors are leaving.  Don’t get me wrong I’m extactic to be a senior next year but it’s just going to be very different without the seniors.  I just have to get through a couple more hours of school and a couple of finals…4 to be exact then I’m FREEEEE!!!!!!! summer ‘09 here I come!

Add comment May 19, 2009

Position Paper

 

Drug Testing

Random drug testing at Brebeuf Jesuit is, in my opinion, a direct violation of Brebeuf students’ civil rights.  Drug testing at Brebeuf is a newly established school policy.  This past school year of 2008-2009 is only the second year that Brebeuf has practiced this policy.  I’ve heard that the administration has toyed with the idea of drug testing for many years now.  I know there are other new policies at Brebeuf Jesuit such as breathalizing before school dances, but throughout this paper I am going to focus solely on drug testing. 

My perspective, hence this paper, is a little bit different because I was drug tested this past school year.  Sitting in Geometry one morning I was not prepared for Dean Hyde to come the room, only to call my name.  There I was sitting in the Dean’s Office being questioned, as if I were guilty of using drugs.  Needless to say it was nerve-wracking experience for me.  Though I do not engage in drug use, it’s no surprise to me that many students do.  Nearly all students are raised not to use drugs.  However, most high school teenagers wonder what it would be like to just try it.  I am not trying to say that doing drugs is right, but I do believe that for most of us, it is part of growing up.  I do think students have a right to test the waters.

Prior to writing this paper I sat down and questioned Dean Adams about the Brebeuf drug testing policy.  Because Dean Adams is still a fairly new Dean, she made it clear that she wasn’t at Brebeuf when drug testing became policy at the end of my freshman year in 2007.  While talking with Dean Adams I asked her why drug tests were started at all at Brebeuf.  Dean Adams response was, “for the care of the person.”  She also stated that in the recent years Brebeuf has gotten many complaints from parents about drugs.  She didn’t go into detail about the concerned parents though.  I also questioned the Dean about why the drug testing is random? Why not just test the whole school if you’re out to find those who do use drugs?  “Equality” is the first thing that came out of Dean Adam’s mouth.  The administration doesn’t want students to feel as if they are being targeted.  The final question I asked Dean Adams was if she thought the drug testing was going to be continuous throughout the years.  She said, “Yes, I see it continuing.” 

            In the Brebeuf Jesuit Handbook 2008-2009 it states “Drug/alcohol testing at a schooldesignated facility or onsite may be required of students at any Brebeuf Jesuit Preparatory School function on or off campus.  Further, students may also be tested universally, at random, or upon suspicion of use with a breathalyzer and/or other testing mechanisms.  Students may be suspended until the results of examinations have been made available to the Dean.  Students who refuse to comply with testing, or who test positive for drug or alcohol use, will be subject to disciplinary action up to and including expulsion from Brebeuf Jesuit as well as drug/alcohol testing at random intervals for the remainder of his/her enrollment at Brebeuf.”

            Last year I knew a junior girl who had tried Marijuana just once during Christmas break.  Soon after the return from Winter Vacation the Deans Office randomly drug tested a couple of students from each grade.  She was one of the “lucky” ones chosen to get drug tested.  After doing marijuana during Break she realized she didn’t like it and swore to herself that she would never do it again.  Unfortunately because of the drug tests, her parents along with the Brebeuf Administration found out that in fact, she had tried marijuana.  Now most people thought of her as a “drug user”, when in fact she wasn’t at all.  This is why I don’t agree with the random drug testing.  If students were getting into hard-core drugs, then I understand that they would need help.  But we are only in high school, and we don’t live in a dangerous area of the city.  We live in a very nice area where it would be hard to get hands on very harmful drugs. 

            In conclusion, it doesn’t seem as if random drug testing at Brebeuf Jesuit will be going away soon.  We as students should respect the final decision, be pro-active in the policies that govern us, and mindful of the decisions we make as young adults.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Work Cited

Brebeuf Jesuit Handbook. 2008 

Add comment May 11, 2009

Hero Movie Playlist

The Songs I chose for my hero movie are:

The Birth-This Town-OAR

“This Town”

In the morning, wake me up
And tell me everything
So I can understand your world
You can understand my dream
I could be anywhere
And you could be there with me
I just wanna be a ghost
And see everything
I don’t want it to be the way they want it

This town, this light, this crowd
Come on put em up
Let me hear it loud
This town, this city, this crowd
Stand up on your feet
Put your worry down
Any every one of you all around
Come on y’all let’s take this town

Its better that we keep this close
Keep you close to me
Walking under every sky
Over every scene
You could be my modern girl
And I could be the one you’ve found
If we’re taking on the world today
I know we gotta leave this town
I don’t want it to be the way they want it

This town, this light, this crowd
Come on put em up
Let me hear it loud
This town, this city, this crowd
Stand up on your feet
Put your worry down
Any every one of you all around
Come on y’all let’s take this town

On our own, let’s get away
Nothing more left here to see
Come on Love, make it perfect
More and more I will believe
Like a child I must believe
Come on y’all make it perfect
This town, this light, this crowd
Come on put em up
Let me hear it loud
This town, this city, this crowd
Stand up on your feet
Put your worry down
Any every one of you all around
Come on y’all let’s take this town

This song reminds me of the birth because it describes coming to town and taking it over and in a selfish way that how i think of my birth, as me coming and taking over. Haha

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1qfexC57r28

The World- The World We Live In- The Killers

“The World We Live In”

This is world that we live in
I feel myself get tired
This is the world that we live in

Well maybe I was mistaken
I heard a rumor that you quit this day and age
Well maybe I was mistaken

Bless your body, bless your soul
Pray for peace and self control

I gotta believe it’s worth it
Without a victory,
I’m so sanctified and free
Well maybe I’m just mistaken

Lesson learned and the wheels keep turning

This is the world that we live in
I can’t take blame for two
This is the world that we live in
And maybe we’ll make it through

Bless your body, bless your soul
Reel me in and cut my throat

Underneath the waterfall
Baby we’re still in this

This is the world that we live in
Feel myself get tired
This is the world that we live in

I had a dream that I was falling, down
There’s no next time around
A storm wastes its water on me
But my life was free

I guess it’s the world that we live in
It’s not too late for that
This is the world that we live in
And no, we can’t go back

This is the world that we live in
We still want something real
This is the world that we live in
I know that…

This is the world that we live in

I like this song for my world because it continually talks about the world we live in and how we can’t change it by going back, we have to live in the now. 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aJYETbW36BI

The Call-Born to Run- Bruce Springsteen 

BORN TO RUN

In the day we sweat it out in the streets of a runaway American dream
At night we ride through mansions of glory in suicide machines
Sprung from cages out on highway 9,
Chrome wheeled, fuel injected
and steppin’ out over the line
Baby this town rips the bones from your back
It’s a death trap, it’s a suicide rap
We gotta get out while we’re young
`Cause tramps like us, baby we were born to run

Wendy let me in I wanna be your friend
I want to guard your dreams and visions
Just wrap your legs ’round these velvet rims
and strap your hands across my engines
Together we could break this trap
We’ll run till we drop, baby we’ll never go back
Will you walk with me out on the wire
`Cause baby I’m just a scared and lonely rider
But I gotta find out how it feels
I want to know if love is wild
girl I want to know if love is real

Beyond the Palace hemi-powered drones scream down the boulevard
The girls comb their hair in rearview mirrors
And the boys try to look so hard
The amusement park rises bold and stark
Kids are huddled on the beach in a mist
I wanna die with you Wendy on the streets tonight
In an everlasting kiss

The highway’s jammed with broken heroes on a last chance power drive
Everybody’s out on the run tonight
but there’s no place left to hide
Together Wendy we’ll live with the sadness
I’ll love you with all the madness in my soul
Someday girl I don’t know when
we’re gonna get to that place
Where we really want to go
and we’ll walk in the sun
But till then tramps like us
baby we were born to run

I chose this song for my Call because I think it represents knowing what we want and going for it. I think of it as running towards my call. 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8rGFfO5fUvE

Supernatural Aid- Someone’s Watching Over Me- Hilary Duff

“Someone’s Watching Over Me”

Found myself today
Oh I found myself and ran away
Something pulled me back
The voice of reason I forgot I had
All I know is you’re not here to say
What you always used to say
But it’s written in the sky tonight

So I won’t give up
No I won’t break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I’m standing in the dark I’ll still believe
Someone’s watching over me

Seen that ray of light
And it’s shining on my destiny
Shining all the time
And I wont be afraid
To follow everywhere it’s taking me
All I know is yesterday is gone
And right now I belong
To this moment to my dreams

So I won’t give up
No I won’t break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I’m standing in the dark I’ll still believe
Someone’s watching over me

It doesn’t matter what people say
And it doesn’t matter how long it takes
Believe in yourself and you’ll fly high
And it only matters how true you are
Be true to yourself and follow your heart

So I won’t give up
No I won’t break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I’m standing in the dark I’ll still believe
That I won’t give up
No I won’t break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even when it all goes wrong
When I’m standing in the dark I’ll still believe
That someone’s watching over
Someone’s watching over
Someone’s watching over me

Someone’s watching over me

This song talks about having someone watch over you and especially when times get tough, even if your supernatural aid isn’t physically around they are always there for advice. 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hCoViK0G43Y

Road of Trials- Happiness- The Fray

“Happiness”

Happiness is just outside my window 
Would it crash blowing 80-miles an hour? 
Or is happiness a little more like knocking 
On your door, and you just let it in? 

Happiness feels a lot like sorrow 
Let it be, you can’t make it come or go 
But you are gone- not for good but for now 
Gone for now feels a lot like gone for good 

Happiness is a firecracker sitting on my headboard 
Happiness was never mine to hold 
Careful child, light the fuse and get away 
‘Cause happiness throws a shower of sparks 

Happiness damn near destroys you 
Breaks your faith to pieces on the floor 
So you tell yourself, that’s enough for now 
Happiness has a violent roar 

Happiness is like the old man told me 
Look for it, but you’ll never find it all 
Let it go, live your life and leave it 
Then one day, wake up and she’ll be home 
Home, home, home
This song fits perfect for my road of trials because I end up in the road of trials looking for happiness but instead I hit the road of trials. 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_bDNQuNw1xU

The Boon- Old Dirt Hill- Dave Matthews Band

“Old Dirt Hill (Bring That Beat Back)”

Bring that beat back to me again
Come on take me back, can’t catch me can’t catch me
Bring that beat back to me again
Come on take me back, can’t catch me can’t catch me

Can’t catch me ride my bike down the old dirt hill,
First time without my training wheels.
First time I kissed you I lost my legs,
Bring that beat back to me again.
I hear scream and shout out loud of innocence
And days when all we did would never end.

Bring that beat back to me again
Come on take me back, can’t catch me can’t catch me
Bring that beat back to me again
Come on take me back, take me there, can’t catch me can’t catch me

Smoking under the railroad bridge
I used to ride my bike down that old dirt hill
The first time I kissed you I lost my legs
Bring that beat back to me again
I hear scream and shout out loud of innocence
Days when all we did would never end

Screaming down that old dirt hill

Bring that beat back to me again

She stole __
That’s when the days I remember seem so far away

That’s just a kid. That’s what I miss. Just a kid.
That’s what I miss

Oh take me back, take me back to that beat again
Smoking on the railroad bridge

Bring that beat back to me again [3x]
First time all with good, good friends.

(Can’t catch me, can’t catch me)

Bring that beat back to me again [4x]

I thought this song fit for the boon because it describes the feeling of reaching victory but you’re not quite there. 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B-a2rbitPL4

Belly of the Whale- Change- Tracy Chapman 

Lyrics to Change :
If you knew that you would die today
Saw the face of god and love
Would you change?
Would you change?

If you knew that love can break your heart
When you’re down so low that you cannot fall
Would you change?
Would you change?

How bad, how good, does it need to get?
How many losses? how much regret?
What chain reaction would cause an effect?
Makes you turn around
Makes you try to explain
Makes you forgive and forget,
Makes you change
Makes you change

If you knew that you would be alone
Knowing right, being wrong,
Would you change?
Would you change?

If you knew that you would find a truth 
That would bring a pain that can’t be soothed
Would you change?
Would you change?

How bad, how good, does it need to get?
How many losses? how much regret?
What chain reaction would cause an effect?
Makes you turn around
Makes you try to explain
Makes you forgive and forget,
Makes you change
Makes you change

Are you so up right
You can’t be bent
If it comes to blows
Are you so sure you won’t be crawling
If not for the good why why risk falling
Why risk falling?

If everything you think you know
Makes your life unbearable
Would you change?
Would you change?

If you’d broken every rule and vow
And hard times come to bring you down
Would you change?
Would you change?

If you knew that you would die today,
If you saw the face of God and loved
Would you change?
Would you change?

If you saw the face of God and loved
If you saw the face of God and loved
Would you change?
Would you change? 

This song fit perfect for my belly of the whale because my belly of the whale really made me look at my life and reflect on the things I needed to change and if I really would change. 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=drXwsVYrd20

Apotheosis- Living Life- Ben Kweller

“Living Life”

The greenest trees you’ll ever see
Are the ones in your mind.
And all the answers and the dreams
Will come to you in time.

Yeah, you are living life
The way you feel.

I know the world around you,
Everyone shares the sky.
You never see darkness,
You are the daylight.

Yeah, you are living life
The way you feel.

Go away with a smile.
Don’t forget about your past.
Don’t keep yourself from giving.
I am always watching you
Be yourself and stayin’ true
’cause it makes me feel like life’s worth living.

The way you feel.

I’ve never minded where you’re going,
I know that change is part of you.
I’m not gonna hide anymore, I’m gonna listen to myself
And maybe one day I can be real too.

Yeah, you living life.
Yeah you are, you are living life.
Don’t you know that you are living life.
The way you feel.
And that is real.

This was one of my Kairos songs and this song fit with my apotheosis because I realized I am living life everyday and I now know what I want to do with my life and how I want to live it out. 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WroZKPjJH5E

Add comment May 6, 2009

Spring Break

Spring break was sooo much fun! I’m so sad to be back home! I went on a seven day cruise in the Carribbean! throughout the seven days my parents tried to keep me and my bros busy! We went swimming with turtles in Barbados and I swam with sting rays in Antigua, but that was really gross I didn’t really like that too much.  They were slimmy.  One of the last days on the cruise we went scuba diving, which I had done before but I didn’t like it the first time.  This time I had so much fun! we went to a ship wreck.  The water there is so warm and it’s so clear!!! I had so much fun…now I’m just counting down the days till summerr!!!!!!!! :)

3 comments April 9, 2009

Supernatural Aid

I had so much fun doing this activity, it was such a great idea for supernatural aid!  Going around the school looking for medicines to fill our bags with was a blast.  Throughout the scavenger hunt I got 8 medicines, though I wish I could have gotten more.  The medicines I did find were:Courage from Mr. Hicks who gave me a crayon.  Joy from the Community Service Office, where I got a sucker. Compassion from the Religion Office where we all got a small hand from under the head of Buddah. Integrity from the Campus Ministry, where they gave me a light.  Discernment from Padre, who gave me an eye. Heart from the Principals Office, where I was handed a small heart.  Wisdom from the Librarians, where I was given small sheet of paper with a definition on it, classic.  Humility from the Learning Center, where they gave me incense.  

Courage is the first one I found.  It is necessary to have courage in order to face danger or pain with a brave view and keep on the journey.  I went down the list of Medicines coming to Compassion second.  It is needed to notice those who are less fortunate then you and to give them mercy and love.  Discernment is helpful to recognize differences between you and others you meet along your journey.  Joy is great to have to experience happiness when you reach a great success on your journey.  Everyone can always have a little more heart, to have emotions for all those who surround you throughout your journey.  Wisdom comes from hard work, but once one is wise it can never be taken from you.  Humility is necessary to be modest.  One must not boast about their accomplishments and victories through their journey.  The last Medicine is Integrity.  Integrity makes us whole and honest.  It makes us the closest to perfection that we can be.  Integrity completes us on our journey.  

There are some that I would have loved to get but ran out of time to are Humor, Faith, and Strength.  Humor would have been great to have to be able to laugh at ourselves and others.  Faith is always a bonus to have when things just might not be going our way.  The last one I would have wish to have gotten would have been strength.  The strength to get through my journey never falling short of what I believed in and being able to stay on my own path happily.  

This activity was great fun and I enjoyed every minute of it :)

1 comment March 22, 2009

Procrastination

I know Ms. Haffely always talks about procrastination and rencently I have fallen hard to procrastination! All week I have been busy trying to keep up on school work that I have missed from Kairos.  I am now finally all caught up on making up tests, quizes, and turning in homework.  Now that I am all caught up I have little to no motivation to do any more school work.  I have been assigned many new assignments this week and I have barely done any of them.  Now as I’m eager for the weekend I’m realizing how much stuff I’m going to have to do on Sunday.  I love the weekends, going out with my friends, and sleeping in but all weekend I’m going to be dreading doing all my homework on Sunday night! Ugh…sunday is going to stink.

1 comment February 27, 2009

So behind

Ok so I just got back from Kairos on friday and I’m sooo tired! I’ve slept in till 12 both weekend morning! I’ve been trying to do some homework that I missed but it’s so hard! When I opened my bag i realized that I didn’t have my geometry book or binder. I couldn’t do any of my geometry homework and that’s the class I have the most homework in! I’m freaking out about that! after that I tried to do my chemistry homework and I’ve gone nearly a week without doing any practice problems.  I have totally forgot how to all of those yield problems! Ugh….I hope I can make up all this school work this week! 

Add comment February 22, 2009

FUNNY

So this youtube video is SOO funny! I know this woman is actually really hurt but this video makes me laugh everytime! Everytime I’m down I watch this.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aMS0O3kknvk

4 comments February 12, 2009

Grammy’s

I’m currently watching the Grammy’s right now and I’m suddenly realizing how much music plays a part in my life.  More than I thought.  I questioned what I would do without it.  Although I should be studying right now I’m so into this Award show right now.   Watching the Grammy’s I’m also noticing how much these young stars such as the Jonas Brothers, Miley Cyrus, and Taylor Swift are coming out.  It is weird to me because I’m still so use to people always being just a couple years older such as Brittney Spears and others who I grew up listening to! It is so interesting to watch these stars go from Disney to Grammy’s! I have to go continue watching the Grammy’s! Hope everyone had a great weekend and is looking forward to a short week followed by a long weekend!!! 

Add comment February 8, 2009

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